I realize
i lost myself again
i lost the concept
of who I am
i question what I was
and fear not knowing it
but now I sit in a vat of confusion
who am I
if I am not her
and if I am not her
then who am I now
i forget who I am
on the daily
because she no longer carries
the weight of the world
who am I
without being in pain
i do not know
a women
so light and kind
feeling as though
she can finally breath
i almost miss
the breathless moments
where she forgets how to breath
she created a self
which wasn’t even her
but she believed
it to be
i now realize
i lost her again
to know now
she was never mine
and I was never hers.
